First I crack a smile and take a pic..
Had some pony ups then of course smile..
And a bigger smile..
Then suddenly loses that smile..
Try to make some funny face..
And then wear mah shades..
That’s all about my boredom..
I’m sitting in front of my desk, holding my notebook and pen trying to write about…I don’t know, but hopefully something that will inspire you. My eyes stumbled about a certain word and that is commitment. Upon hearing this word I’m pretty sure that the first thing that comes with your mind is relationship. Isn’t it? I’ve heard relationships ended after 7 years or more. Well I’m not closing my doors to that, in fact I’m in a relationship right now for more than 6 years. Haha. But seriously, Many times we talked about it. About ending what is ours right now. And just like any other relationships, I’ve been with my puffy, swollen eyes, experienced sleepless nights and the feeling of jolt of electricity coursing through my brains as I heard him yelling at me. He also cheated on me and me too in him. Above all this things I really thank God for guiding us all through the way coz neither of us gives up. We always find a recess to start all over again. Coz we have a mutual veil above us, the reciprocated feelings wrapping us together. I think that one of the reasons why relationship does not work out in the long run because at one point, one side or both stops trying. Someone once told me about the fact that “The one you love so much won’t be the one you will be with for the rest of your life”. I guess not for all, definitely only for some people. The first year of a relationship always experienced that genuine smile (that kilig factor). Then suddenly you just don’t feel the same way anymore. The beginning is all about the chase and both must keep up. Disregarding the pride, that at least one must be sally in fixing every problem that they are encountering. I’m not saying that I have a perfect one (relationship). But I will never stop trying to hang on to this love and to stay in love with the same person over and over again.