Howdee!!

It seems like forever since the last time I blog about anything. I just want to share how my last Friday went. We decided to go to a falls. I have never been to a falls before. Funny but true. haha! Oh! btw I’m one of the boys. Ma’am Ruth was not able to come and also Ma’am Cielo because no one will look after her business. So here are some of our pics…

while preparing for the food..

you have to ride a motorcycle before getting there. Hiking may do also. But everything was settled late so we did not have time to walk and one more thing the sun is already so hot at that time. I was not able to take a pic how the road looks like. Ughh. Just imagine, while riding a motorcycle it keeps you bumping up and down. But I had fun with that. HAHA!  

So here it is…a true falls..

Branch pic..oh! just disregard my deary there..Hihi!

Boys will be Boys..never mind their abs..do they?haha..

While getting vain with the falls..

We are planning again for an outing. And as per request falls again! But not here, a different one. I guess farther than this one. 

-Happy weekend♥

Before you act, analyze. Before you speak, listen. These phrases give me notion on how I should act and deal with others. Every second counts, everything we do cannot be back again. Often times we blunder on many things, on certain people and then left us gaffing. At this point accountability arises. I’ve been regretting many things from the past and sometimes asking for rejuvenation, because there are such things you can’t do anymore when you’re older, for the reason it is quite resentful to do so. God has given us our own lives to enjoy, to love, to help, to care and more. For the every new day that is a blessing to us must be remarkable by making the most out of it. In Proverbs 27:17 it says “Iron sharpens Iron, and one man sharpens another”. I guess it was said clear that we are accountable to one another. Like when you saw a person met an accident and you are the only one who saw him. Would you not help him? Even though you are not accountable to what happened to him, still you have the power to be accountable by helping. For long, that was just a simple thing we can do for others, and there’s one thing I guess, the greatest one we can contribute. God has given us the accountability to share His words. I think that is why there is the bible. I’ve been in the company I’m working right now for almost 2 years and still I can’t help the feeling of fretting whenever I will be in charge for our devotion. My insecurities is all of me, since I was surrounded with brothers, sisters and even pastors who have known God for a long time and can deliver inspiring messages that can really touch one’s heart. I always thought I wasn’t ready yet, that my growth isn’t enough for me to share what I know to others. But it dawned me, I don’t have to be a leader nor a preacher to proclaim and share the good news to people. In Matthew 28:9 says “Therefore go and make disciples”. Everyone must at least know what happened to the cross, and why right now we are already saved. I want to make disciples, I want to heal the wounded, and calm the restless, free the oppressed, and protect the endangered. I long to share the gospel, the miracles, His beauty, His greatness. For he is not meant to be mine only. He is meant for everyone, to be accepted by everyone, to be loved by everyone. I am a child of God and I will bring His words with me, wherever I go. I feel like I’ve found my purpose, my accountability.

-How was your day?

I’ve been recently keep on posting blogs here. And my soul misses this, writing just about anything, everything. Back in my elementary days, I was once a member of The Clarion. That was our official school magazine. Somehow it dawned me to do it again, not for school, but right here in this tumblr. I hope you would appreciate this mediocre writings of mine. Hihi. One more thing I’m back with…. guess what? Playing the guitar. Yeah! Right, I know how to play it but not that good. I was second year high school at that time when I was so keen to learn how to play it. Not feeling about the resentment that I’m always with my male classmates because they are the one’s teaching me. For now I’m not just into playing love and rock songs but instead to worship songs. Isn’t it great? Haha.. Our former co-staff, whom our guitarist too during devotion was transferred to other branch, so I have to replace him since I was the only one who knows how to play the guitar in our office. Maybe God has given me a talent not only to impress other people but also to use it in serving Him. Thank you Lord.♥

Just found out an annoying news from one of our clients. She is craving for me to tell our manager that she won’t be able to go to their GRT today. Ah! just for your information GRT for us is somewhat an oral examination for our clients before releasing their loans. This tests if they really listened during their orientation led by their program assistant,if they really know the facts about our company, the benefits they are be getting and more. And so that’s it. Her reason for not attending the GRT is that her daughter is in the hospital. I didn’t bother to asked what happened and then she sadly told me that her daughter stubbed herself. I asked again why. And she was gabbling at that time hurry to go. But still did understand the words she said, “Personal problem madam, about her boyfriend”. WTheck, I thought those things just happen from movies. I wonder what is she thinking that she is willing to sapped her life just for that man. But unfortunately she never won in losing her life, and thus for me, she just created a shameful act. 

We are all accustomed to promises. We are also accustomed to seeing them made and broken. Anyone who has lived for a number of years would certainly never lay claim to having kept every promise made. There are many reasons why this is true. Sometimes we forget, sometimes we are negligent, and sometimes it may be due to circumstances beyond our control. Oh! Maybe you’re wondering what I’m talking about. Okay, I was quite enticed to make a blog about our topic for this week’s devotion. It’s all about God’s promise. I hope you will understand this scribbles of mine and let you know what I really want to point out, explicitly. Many of us are complaining about the things we usually don’t get. Maybe you prayed for a love one, but they didn’t get well. Or maybe you worked hard for a promotion, but you didn’t get it. You stood in faith for a relationship, but it didn’t work out. This is just some examples on how people struggle on challenges and then stopped clinging from God. Not realizing that every blessing/promise has attached rules to abide. Back in the days, yes I’ve known God but not yet fully accepted Him in my life. My most recent quiet time revealed an occurrence of how I avoided, hid, ignored, and set aside my devotion to God. Until one time He made a way for me to be back in His arms again. I’ve always said that God is my security, that He helps me, guides, and assures that I am strong. This is due to the sad reality that I am indeed not strong enough without His wings to carry me through. I used to think that despite living a new life with God for years, I have not moved on from learning more about His abilities. Everything is promised by God to be given to us but many people are just inconsiderate and fickle minded in terms of experiencing trials. I have come to realize that God comes in so many forms and is there for people in specific ways. Looks like for me, He is the high steed, my best friend that I can count on. He is the body guard, the lamp to guide my feet. And I am insecure no longer about my progress. Trials, obstacles, problems. They are always there. For me I have encountered problems with friends, my guy, myself, and even my family. Just like any other human, I made the mistake of trusting myself. And through each failure, I withdrew myself from consulting God because I was afraid to face Him with my flawed face. Just let God control of everything. All things are going to work together for our own good.  God has promised everything and he can lead you forward to his path of blessing.

Just want to share to you what happened to me during the past few days. I won’t pretend I’m alright. I won’t pretend I’m okay. But I’ll pretend I’m not drowning to tears and heartache. I can’t say that what has been done and said can be easily erased. But I just did forgive and released all  those pains that I am going through and determined myself to start a new beginning. That was I guess one of the best feelings I  ever felt. I’ve been dealing personal problems in my workplace lately. I’ve been hearing words that are such incoherent to my ears. And believe me that was not that easy. Many times I thought of giving up. Finding other work that I could be happier with. But maybe, God is telling me, it is not the right time. Until such time we were asked by our head to have a talk with him, to settle all things. Bringing all things to a nice talk will always be the best to solve problems, no other than that. And yes, indeed, everything was made clear. And just like what I promised during our conversations, everything that was discussed and heard at that time will remain there. We all leave it there. For now the most important is that we forgive, forget and move on. That’s why we had to let it out in the first place. To move on. Hence, it’s all the work of the devil that made us this way. But it ended now.